I was named after my grandmother.
That’s what I thought. That’s what they said. That’s what they made me believe.
Born to an alcoholic father and victimized mother,
I crawled though my infancy on my knees.
When I thought I would finally get up,
Little did I know that I wouldn’t be the Audrey that I used to be.
The starless cold night,
The ear-piercing loud banging on the door,
The slitting of my father’s throat,
The fainting in the living room couch,
The waking up in the car,
And the discovery that I was raped.
Raped by the two giant monsters. Raped by the murderers of my father. Raped by my own fate.
People say that I was lucky to survive.
Their ignorant eyes were too blind to see that I died that night.
Mama said to continue with studies.
I loved mama and did what she told.
But inside of me, a black hole was developing.
Spreading its malice through every inch of my soulless body, slowly making its way to my heart.
When I would die, they might say I died suddenly.
They wouldn’t know I was the one who wanted to put the lid on her own coffin.
At 22, there I will be, finally in peace, set free.
La Croyante
PS: This poem is not related to me in any way. Pure fiction.
Beautifully sad.
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Olá. Como vai ?. Obrigado por postar este conteúdo.
Ele é incrível. Sempre acompanho seu site, mas nunca
postei um comentário. Gostaria de compartilhar no meu facebook.
What it means…………
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Sure, if you want to!
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Just amazingly beautiful
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Beautiful…… This was best of your blogs
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Appreciate it! Thanks a lot for reading!😊
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Beautifully written.
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Thanks a lot Esha!😘
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Love the way you put it. Touched my heart and soul. Keep up the good work!
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ITS SOO TOUCHING….
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Touching….
While reading I really thought it was you😂
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Hahaha I can’t even imagine
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Olá. Como vai ?. Agradeço por publicar este conteúdo.
Ele é incrível. Sempre acompanho seu site, mas nunca postei um comentário.
Gostaria de compartilhar no meu facebook.
Até mais http://www.armazemdoebook.com.br/produto/1/Como-fazer-um-projeto-de-pesquisa-ABNT-2017-(-PDF-)
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